||[Sep. 10th, 2004|11:52 am]
I know my entries and short but not so sweet these days, I am sorry.|
I come to this internet cafe and read emails and leave.
I am now being tested for lung cancer (long story, and i don't have a history of smoking) as well as cervical (this is common and treated easily with laser therapy) but bleh...
I must admit...when all this gets sorted out, I am ready for that roadtrip to Arizona....
I miss and embrace the little things in life.
Coffee is good.
I am now living in limbo as i can't seem to communicate with the loan sharks about my student loan, despite the fact that i got into my school of choice...
so now i am thinking work, ANY work will do...i am beyond broke, but not broken. Infact, in the wake of all this crap, i feel strangely strong.